After years...

Well browsing back my N years posts, it really makes me LOL. I sound kinda childish and immature, indeed I'm still not mature, young adult back then. Anyway ain't gonna amend or delete any of it. I've abandon my blogspot for years and NOW I've decided to make it alive once again! Readers gone. So do my blogspot buddies, all have abandon their blogspot for years too. Perhaps everyone is too busy in building their career, new family, social space. If you ever wonder what makes me free & start blogging again? I just have the thought I would feel enjoy & comfortable to express my feelings, thoughts & experiences by writing. The most joyful moment is where you get to space out your personal time to do something you love such as reading, blogging, watching your favourite movie/drama, doing housework on a peaceful, silent night. Year 2015, I'm reminding myself stop acting like a couch potato or spending precious time scrolling on Facebook, where most of the people did in these new generations. Sorry, I'm not trying to offend anyone but this is a fact. I just need more self encouragement & improvement, enlighten my life with colourful palate. Instead of *work, eat, sleep & repeat*! Anyhow this is just a warm up post, stay tune for further post *promise not to be lazy*.

Princess & The Frog

Too many happenings on this week, this month.

I really need extra time to cope and deal with it actually.

Happiness, sadness, worry-ness, dissapoint-ness, mood-less, confusing-ness all hit me in a shot!

I need some air to breathe. Yes, fresh air I need! And yeah! Is just the right timing.

This year Christmas is gonna be a different way.

Looking forward for it. (:

And I'm gonna meet my "prince charming"!

Do "us" look alike princess and the frog? XDD

              Lastly,

Happy Holidays and Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

I Pray...

Being dilemma for quite some time & now finally I've made my first step ahead.

There are two roads to be chosen and one road to be taken.

Two roads, different chapters, different stories, different pros & cons.

Play safe, choose the road you are familiar with.

Dare it, choose another road that may change everything.

For you, which one would you choose?

ME? I choose dare it!

As I always told myself dare to dream, dare to try.

The biggest failure and regret of all is you never try.

As you never try, never know.

Maybe it will be an unexpected splendid surprise, or maybe vice versa.

Wish me luck & bless me.

Pray, I'm not choosing the wrong path and wrong road.

I will keep praying............

dedicated to some of my friends (you know who you are)

thanks  for the wishes & support. xoxo

Bouncy bouncy

It's been TEN months, I didn't step into any saloon for a hair cut and groom myself. Last time I used to trim my hair every 3 months. Just realized, I have break myself a record. So you can imagine how heavy and messy my hair will looks like. Don't worry, TEN months without a hair cut, my hair definitely won't as long as like the fairy tale story of Rapunzel. Even 3 years without hair cut, not either too. At first I was planning to go for curl, unfortunately I don't have the balls nor guts! I might not accept the mature look of me for now, but will consider about it 3 years later. You know some people may looks stunning and pretty with curls. Eventually, some may not. I don't mean who actually, so don't misunderstood me. Besides, I can't bare the heaviness of my hair. In my opinion, to have a pretty curl hair, your must have pretty long length. Me no have, so? just chop without hesitating or regretting. Alright peeps, I know you wanna see my new look anxiously. Gonna cut off my boring, long winded grandmother stories. Here is my current look.

*TadaaAAAAAAA*

suits me?

lol. nah. This isn't a hair cut either. Is just styling my fringe differently.

HERE is the official look of mine.

BEFORE Messy bad hair day I've got.

AFTER I got bouncy, bouncy hair feel now.

I feel the bounce of my hair. *heheh*

Not very huge changes, I know! I just chop my hair off a little shorter (medium length) then curl it inward. I do not wanna chop my bangs again. As I looks very immature and kiddy. Don't believe me? See for yourself.

Whatcha think? Me no lying, right?

Actually you can save $$$ by using a hair curler in order to have this outcome, as what the hairstylist recommended. However, I refused! Reason number one, if you curl your hair everyday, your hair conditions will look worse and dry. So is better get a permanent perm. Reason number two, my hair is kinda stubborn. I have stubborn texture hair. If I curl now, 1 hour later, it will transform back to old ordinary hair look. No more curls. Unless I use plenty of spray and form to maintain the style. Then it turns out to be weird, stiff hair. Reason number three, I'm a lazy bump. Imagine I'm already lazy to make up, so would you expect me to spend more additional 30 minutes a day to style up my hair. Hell NO! By the way, fyi there is a new technology way for styling this kind of hair which is known as volume rebonding. Origin from Korea. Not every saloon shop have yet I suppose, unless those high-end, fashion saloons. As you know Malaysia not as advance as other countries like Japan, America, not even like the nearest country Singapore. Big gap! They pick up things super duper slow. Can't feel the beat I think. =.=  Iphone4s already launch at Singapore approximately 2 months ago. Malaysia?! Sure at least 3 months later. <Ooops back to topic> Well, I did not go for the volume re-bonding as he said my hair is extremely dry and frizzy. If I persistent wanna go for it, sure my hair will turns brittle! This is why I don'y dye, straighten my hair cause I'm afraid it will comes to this kind of conclusion. Also, there are further of reasons. I ain't gonna list down everything. Wanna know more? Keep reading and follow my footsteps. I love my new hair look but feel kinda frustration in the same time cause it looks a lil messy due to the dryness of my hair. Thanks to the anti-dandruff shampoo. It works very efficiently in one day to control my dandruff while in the mean time, my hair turns dry at once. Looks dry and frizzy not because of perming but SHAMPOO! Need lots of, plenty of conditioner to smoothen back once again. Popppi (Pray) Essential hair mask will love me and works efficiently and effectively on my hair!!!!!!!! I wanna have a silky hair like Rapunzel laaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Movember to December

 

Feel my love?

Big big wave to welcome the arrival of December. December is my favorite month after all besides of April. Why April? If you know me well, then you will get my point. If no? Then is a secret I will never tell. *shhhh* December is lovey dovey. I love the atmosphere of Christmas : decorations, music, trees, feels and (not to forget) presents! Although I'm not a Christian, I just simply love Christmas.

told ya Xmas edition things are super beautiful *me love*

Some people say this is the last month of the year should treasure and appreciate it and do something meaningful! Well it sounds great. But to me, everyday is a gift, it isn't necessary to do something extraordinary meaningful only for this month. Everyday can be fun and meaningful, is depends how you see it and take it. You will never know what will happened for the following day, month or year, so just cherish, appreciate every moments and seconds. Speaking of present, "I wanna be a billionaire, so fucking freaking bad, buy all of things I never had." Many wish-lists but limited income. Hoping santa will hear me. :)))

Continue with my dream & song

 Billionaire by Bruno Mars