Princess & The Frog

Too many happenings on this week, this month.

I really need extra time to cope and deal with it actually.

Happiness, sadness, worry-ness, dissapoint-ness, mood-less, confusing-ness all hit me in a shot!

I need some air to breathe. Yes, fresh air I need! And yeah! Is just the right timing.

This year Christmas is gonna be a different way.

Looking forward for it. (:

And I'm gonna meet my "prince charming"!

Do "us" look alike princess and the frog? XDD

              Lastly,

Happy Holidays and Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

Movember to December

 

Feel my love?

Big big wave to welcome the arrival of December. December is my favorite month after all besides of April. Why April? If you know me well, then you will get my point. If no? Then is a secret I will never tell. *shhhh* December is lovey dovey. I love the atmosphere of Christmas : decorations, music, trees, feels and (not to forget) presents! Although I'm not a Christian, I just simply love Christmas.

told ya Xmas edition things are super beautiful *me love*

Some people say this is the last month of the year should treasure and appreciate it and do something meaningful! Well it sounds great. But to me, everyday is a gift, it isn't necessary to do something extraordinary meaningful only for this month. Everyday can be fun and meaningful, is depends how you see it and take it. You will never know what will happened for the following day, month or year, so just cherish, appreciate every moments and seconds. Speaking of present, "I wanna be a billionaire, so fucking freaking bad, buy all of things I never had." Many wish-lists but limited income. Hoping santa will hear me. :)))

Continue with my dream & song

 Billionaire by Bruno Mars

累

Planning to blog some posts which I've already drag long long ago but failed. *AHAHAHA* I don't have the mood because of tired. Physically tired, mentally tired. The word "tired" visits me everyday ever since I've started my job. Moreover, follow up other colleague's file isn't an easy task and I feel double the tiredness and breathless. Plenty of things need to amend, correct, redo, reprint and compound in last minute time. The worst part is I don't understand WTH am I doing, Can someone please explain to me? I'm still in blur situation, staying in my lovely, comfy, dreamy land. Yet you can't blame me! I'm still a leaner. Maybe I'm just giving myself as an excuse. SERIOUSLY, too much to learn but too little time to spare. I can no longer clarified myself as a newbie as I've gained at least three months working experiences. One word to conclude my workdone is that I just amended blindness-ly. *LOL* Sounds unprofessional and dangerous. >.< This is my very first time amending and compounding the final audited account for the entire day, total 8 hours and above.@.@ Time wasted and gone!! I haven't started handling neither any of my current week assisting file nor the last week file which is finalized by me. Super problematic file in WIP. Hope he won't screw me up and stated in the review point that "why took you so long?!!". By the way, me personally feel that mood will "fluctuates" depending on what kind of file you get on hand. Either a systematic or problematic file. Too problematic file you definitely feel demotivated. YEEEEeeeeee.. I don't wanna waste my time on doing those stupid things again by tomorrow, if I have a choice. Although I'm freaking tired, I'm in cheerio mood at the same time. Novels cheer my day. :) I bought two novels for today. Twilight : Breaking Dawn - the book, I've been hunting in no time, everywhere over the bookstores for it after I've watch the movie. The ending part hang in no where again! Just like Eclipse. So I will go for the book to find out what's next instead of waiting impatiently and anxiously for part 2. The one and only, last collection which I haven't collect. I felt regret and blamed myself for did not buy in the first place after I found out the recent price is so damn bloody costly. Double the price because of add-on a stupid thick cover. As thick as dictionary. To me is not necessary to get this expensive version. Secondly, the book no longer available in many bookstores like MPH, Porpular and Borders. Worse come to worst, some bookstores sell movie version instead of original version. Frustration appears in my mind till my friend hinted me where to grab the book. Thanks to her, I finally get the original version book with normal price in hand. I also grab The Secret Dreamworld of a Shopaholic by Sophie Kindsella. I've watch the movie 3 years ago. The movie is pretty awesome, so as the author never fails to write wonderful, splendid stories. I love her book and the way she wrote. Therefore, I decided to read the book. As sometimes the book describes and elaborates better than the movie does. I can do a lot of imaginations and brush up my english in the mean time. Sounds great, right? Hopefully it may helps me to escape from the dream world of a shopaholic too. 

My novels. The top two bought it n months ago.

Well that's all for today. Goodnight.

Lost & Found

I'm consider a very lucky girl.

Why?why?why?

For the god sake, my babe was lost and found.
What babe? (I bet you might be wondering)

Week ago, I drop and left my mobile behind the parking lot for almost 3 bloody hours.
I've never realized I dump the poor lil thingy alone on the road.
 I thought I just misplaced in somewhere else around the house or car.
Till I found some troublesome in searching for it.
"Oh wonderful!" 
I started to panic and my heart sank into the deep blue ocean at that very moment.

First time being so "big head prawn" a.k.a clumsy.

Normally, many people may not be that lucky to gain it back as what I heard.

And soon it belongs to the new founder.
Conclusion:The founder happy, the owner cry.

Really thanks god! It still belongs to the owner <me> again.
Luckily, my mobile is dark enough not to be noticed. 

And at the mean time it's in silent mode. So nobody will ever realized.

Or else I may need to hold on a farewell party for my poor lil thingy. >.<

Definitely, my dad or mum gonna screw me up for sure.
Then, I might cry out loud for the entire day? T.T
End up with a miserable day?

Scratches on my mobile. Not obvious.

Tapi I tak suka. Kinda heartache.
However, Mr BF said scratches is better than you totally lost it.
Yep, he's right about that.
Still...... I expect it to look perfect. *sigh*

Lesson of the day:  Never ever be so clumsy & careless again.

我相信好心有好报这个道理。

虽然你不会马上看到成果，但保证你会看到成绩的。

Another Stage of Life

I've been lazing and shaking leg like nobody business at home for 2.5 months.

Which also means that I've been jobless for 2.5 months.

I'm envious of my friends who already have their permanent job and started to earn their own money.

And what I get is zero income in my account. >.<

Although my parents did not nag or rush me to hunt for a job or get my butt off to work a.s.a.p.

But still I will feel kinda tension & find myself useless.

BUT for now

SAY

  Goodbye to my lazy life, Hello to my work life!

Oh yeah! I get my dream job.

N years ago, I swear & complaint that I would not want to work in accounting field or pursuing ACCA.

However, for now it turns out to be another story.

I know it sounds kinda weird, lame & funny.

My ambitious and mind do change as time to time. 

What changes my mind? I've no idea about that. It doesn't matter.

Most importantly I'm happy with my current job. *wink*

FYI, I've started my job on the mid of August instead of early September.

I don't wanna be a useless person with no income anymore.

Getting a half month pay is better than getting nuts.

Two weeks had passed, I still can't really adapt the working environment.

I will get tired and sleepy very easily.

Weekends became my very best friend. 

I'm hugging my bed tightly instead of hanging out or do some shopping spree.

There are many courses and activities which I plan to attend during my weekends.

The saddest thing is, my words speak louder than my actions. -.-

无能为力

I'm too tired for that or to move on. I need some time to adapt it. 

Hopefully, not too long.

If dragging it too long, I'm afraid I will loose to spirit.

After working, I started to realize...

Working and Study is totally two different things, two different worlds, two different subjects.

Study life is more fun than working life. No doubt.

Working life ain't fun at all.

No wonder my parents keep on tell me that there is no need to be so rush for work.

You will be regret for sure if you started to early. * I feel it* 

The only think I hate about study is exam. >.<

Now I miss my study life @ secondary and uni so badly.

When you go uni for further studies, you will miss your secondary school life and friends.

When you started to work, you will start missing your uni life and friends.

what would be next?

Lucky me, after two weeks of working, now I get to enjoy 6 days holidays. *yippie*

-Time to take a deep breathe, reload, refresh myself, my mind, my soul and everything.-

Everything gonna be okay.

Wish me luck.

~Currently, listen to This Song Saved My Life by Simple Plan

Do's & Don'ts

In Kampar,

1. I do consume supplement daily.
2. I do apply lotion daily.
3. I do sleep early. no choice. need to attend early class.
4. I do have more freedom.
5. I do have beautiful skin.
6. I do skip lunch once awhile but not everyday.

In my hometown-Penang,

1. I don't consume supplement. Not at all, not even daily.
2. I don't apply lotion daily but depends on my mood. As a result, my skin looks dry & ugly.
3. I don't sleep early. In conclusion, can't sleep at night. Can't get up in the morning.
4. I don't have that much freedom. My freedom has gone narrow a little.
5. I don't have beautiful skin. Thanks to Mr. Mosquito who bitten me up and sucked my blood. I rather to be sucked by a vampire than a mosquito. Now scars everywhere on my leg. *pissed off
6. I don't take lunch, almost skip it everyday.
7. One thing I don'ts for a good point is I don't head to any mamak store at Penang. (:

Based on the lists above, there's a really huge different lifestyle I have in two different geographical areas. Probably because of one is kampung, another one is a city?? Whatever it's, is time for me to do something. Or else my skin gonna turn dull and damn f*ing ugly. And GET A LIFE! Time for me to adjust into a balance & healthy lifestyle.

I shall start by today onwards. *Fingers cross*

-Good night-

signing off

MLTR Concert

久等的 Michael Learns To Rock...

他们终于来到马来西亚举办演唱会！
在槟城吔！
我要去！我想去！我要去!
可惜我没那个福气。
爸爸不允许。
都怪考试在临头。>.<
MLTR 是我大约七岁时，最喜欢的团体之一。呵呵。

1. Paint My Love
2. Sleeping Child
3. The Actor
4. 25 Minutes
5. Take Me To Your Heart
6. That's Why You Go Away
7. You Took My Heart Away

这七首都是 MLTR's 经典歌。
虽然没办法去到现场，可是我还是有机会欣赏他们live的歌声。
这要感激我的朋友，特意拨电话给我听听。
还蛮不错的feel~
虽然声音模糊了些些。
还蛮开心的。:D
You make my day.

- looking forward: 希望下次有机会参与 Taylor Swift 的演唱会。-

童年

我喜欢童年。
换句话说，我想念童年。
生活无优无虑，自由自在。
单纯可爱。
无烦恼，无心机。
天不怕，地不怕。


随着时间的流逝...
人长大了，思想也变成熟了。
甚至胆子也变小了。
也是时候跟单纯，无烦恼，无优无虑的生活
说拜拜！

~无论如何，我们只能往前看，往前走。~